Maybe l don’t know what LOVE is! Maybe I am searching for the “RIGHT” person to fit into my imaginary illusion. Not knowing if I am the “RIGHT” person to love! How can I share love that I don’t have!How can I take care of you?How can I protect you?How can I share your pain?HowContinueContinue reading “Love in Silence”
Category Archives: Automatic Writing
Logo Symbolism
At 5:55am this morning, most auspicious to present my new Logo.It had been 4 years that I started the website http://www.becominglotus.org. It was originally designed for my first book/Petition to the Divine regarding a Future Vision that came into my field of influence. With this Vision, my life changes in the most dramatic way. ItContinueContinue reading “Logo Symbolism”
Wings
You are the only One that need to believe in Yourself. No one else.Believe in your power,You come with Gifts from the star,You Divine. From my heart to yours 💜💜💜 “A voice out of this worldcalls on our soulsnot to wait any moreget ready to moveto the original home Your real homeyour real birth placeisContinueContinue reading “Wings”
Oneness
Walking toward 2024, I Am so grateful for the many Brothers and Sisters, Friends that I have connected during this incredibly turbulence and exciting year in 2023. You are my biggest gifts. The love that I receive fills this planet, through the Cosmos and Beyond. All of you have taught me so much. Some IContinueContinue reading “Oneness”
ZEN
Sounds easy doesn’t it?The simplest wisdom, the hardest to grasp. Sometimes in life we are put into situations where we are forced to stay put, to be quiet, to go within. Such as an incident, a car breakdown, cancelation of plans, a separation…….To be alone in 4 lower bodies is the moment of finding oneContinueContinue reading “ZEN”
The Unknown
Can a person ever go back into the ‘SLEEPING’ stage of consciousness after ‘AWAKENED’? The Unknown is frightening, to hold your own Sovereignty is even more frightening then the Unknown. In this Spiritual journey, we all have heard how the tests will keep on coming. Maybe the same type of situations, person, or circumstances willContinueContinue reading “The Unknown”
Sunset
I come to appreciate Sunset in a way hard to express… This short moment when the Sun giving out his last glory to receive the Beauty Queen Moon. A moment of coexistence. Just Here and Now that matter. Being still to absorb fully the calmness of the moment, doubt fades away, fear releases, shadow subsidesContinueContinue reading “Sunset”
Life Is!
Life is a balance of inner and outer, light and dark, stillness and motion, all grounded in the eternal and unshakable Presence.It reflects a profound perspective on life, highlighting the concept of balance and the interconnectedness of various aspects of existence.Life often involves a balance between our inner thoughts, emotions, and experiences (the “inner” aspect)ContinueContinue reading “Life Is!”
PAST!
Your past experiences, both positive and negative, shape who you are today. They contribute to your unique story, providing lessons, insights, and wisdom that can be incredibly valuable. Embracing your past allows you to understand yourself better, learn from mistakes, celebrate achievements, and grow as an individual. Just like a book, your life comprises variousContinueContinue reading “PAST!”
Indian Tribe
In this journey, I don’t choose places, places choose me. Here in this tiny spot of Ledyard, above the lake, I was called. Maybe I should go back to the Serpent Mound in Kentucky, where my dear friend Laura and I both saw an Elder on the Buriel ground. I felt the love and kindnessContinueContinue reading “Indian Tribe”
Butterfly
It was a beautiful day to chill out with a Beloved sister. While swimming in the creek, a butterfly landed on my head, stayed a long time… Thank you Pasquale Florio Flo for giving this excellent significance of Butterfly from Gene Keys. Dream Arc 49th Gene Key – Changing the World from Within How canContinueContinue reading “Butterfly”
Solar Return 2023
I have never experienced a birthday as strange and as extraordinary as this year. Have tried so hard all my life to build a root, a family of my own. Now, finding myself in no man land, going from place to place. Never could I imagine that I will meet so many loving kind souls.ContinueContinue reading “Solar Return 2023”
Inner and Outer Life
Contemplation: Life is a balance of inner and outer, light and dark, stillness and motion, all grounded in the eternal and unshakable Presence. It reflects a profound perspective on life, highlighting the concept of balance and the interconnectedness of various aspects of existence. Life often involves a balance between our inner thoughts, emotions, and experiencesContinueContinue reading “Inner and Outer Life”
Pyramid Lake and Solitude
When one found a spot that’s not a soul around, just me and I. Emotions run free…Pyramid Lake in Hungry Valley….. The Divine does have a sense of humor in guiding where one should Contemplate in solitude!https://heartdiscoveryjourney.wordpress.com/2023/09/12/pyramid-lake-solitude/
DIVINE INSPIRATION
Though of the day:”Divine inspiration”, a profound, creative, or spiritual idea or insight that feels deeply meaningful and purposeful. It’s a concept that transcends religious boundaries and can apply to various aspects of life, including art, science, personal growth, and decision-making. Discern when the inspiration comes from the heart: the importance of recognizing when youContinueContinue reading “DIVINE INSPIRATION”
Be Gentle
If I ever let you to walk in my world! Remember, be gentle! Be gentle with my Soul, As I have dedicated my Life to disentangle all chains! Be gentle with my Heart, It is fragile, been broken, handle with care! Be gentle with my Body, It thirsts for loving touches. Be respectful with theContinueContinue reading “Be Gentle”
The Map of Love
I heard the wind whispering, sweet Mother sounds so smoothing, Let me hold you within my arms, little desert flower! Dreaming I was forever running, being chased by invisible Being! Locked myself inside a house, no one should dare to open this flood gate! Till I heard the whispering sound again… Someone is calling outContinueContinue reading “The Map of Love”
What’s more can be taken away!
Down on my knees, seeing everything being stripped away! Like an onion peeled down to its core, So transparent, vanish without a trace. Back to the tiny cell where I came from, So ultimately along, so weightless, I hold myself tight, to keep away darkness inside. Dancing in the Void until the next moment comes.ContinueContinue reading “What’s more can be taken away!”
Soul Sisters
Dear Sisters, For the first post of the year, I would like to dedicate to you, my dear sisters from the Past, Present and Future. Since 2020, the journey of Awakening in the last 3 years, there is you Beloved J, from the very first day of me joining Brother DK study. Your Presence isContinueContinue reading “Soul Sisters”
A POND
A Pond, emotion runs deep. Throw a rock if you want, a pond just receives it with grace, Down to the bottom, no trace to find. A Pond, emotion runs deep. Swim if you like; a pond will support you with love, Flow effortlessly, in sacred sanctuary. A Pond, emotion runs deep. Comes rain orContinueContinue reading “A POND”
The Key
From Mother and Father, We gave you the key , You sought not sacred wisdom, But to open your heart! Tonight you are overwhelmed with emotion, The beauty of being HUMAN! Handle yourself with great gentleness. Sleep now, rest with the protection and care of your Dragon, Settling deep into the Violet Flame Crystal Chair.ContinueContinue reading “The Key”
Everyday Hero 14′
This Week’s 12-18 Nov Submission Showcase on The Writers Club Gene Key 14 Compromise – Competence – Bounteousness “Life is filled with outer compromises. To live without outer compromises would involve a huge selfishness. The inside is where the gold lies hidden, to learn how to overcome our selfish tendencies to compromise our higher self,ContinueContinue reading “Everyday Hero 14′”
Into the Future
Written for WDYS prompt 7 Nov 2022 Thank you Daddy be my Guardian, Guardian of my growing space, Space to try thousand colour, Colour my body with experience, Experience may make me laugh and cry, Cry on your shoulder until you hear me giggle, Giggle my way into the future, Thank you Daddy always byContinueContinue reading “Into the Future”
Hermit 43
I Am a Hermit inside my head. In the sea of people, I walk along for hours not be disquieted! Nothing to share even to those I love most! In the middle of nowhere, With whom to share my silly thoughts? To whom to entwine my fingers with? Walking bare foot on soft grass, LayingContinueContinue reading “Hermit 43”
“Brain” People – Will vs Love
I have a friend since the day in Australia. He was the person who walked me down the aisle , gave my hand to my now ex-husband. A person so intelligent and intriguing, I could listen to him for hours. Mostly because I loved him so profoundly. With time, he disappeared into his own thoughts,ContinueContinue reading ““Brain” People – Will vs Love“
Mother Gaia
I am your Mother On Earth, with you Father in Heaven. I gave birth to this land, to nurture you with my Love. Once your heart beat together with mine. Until the date you walked away. The falling of angels, you believe you are the owner on Earth! You rape this land with your activities andContinueContinue reading “Mother Gaia“
LONGING
In the silent hour, Diving deep into the sea, Swimming with imagination, You were there by my side. Longing for your Presence, Searching deep in abyss, Flowing through me the touch of your fingers, Praying for union NOW. 22 10 2022 The Rose of Venus 8 year cycle I was at a beloved sister’s home,ContinueContinue reading “LONGING“
10-10 Portal and the 4 Elements
This post is dedicated to those of you who have joined me today on the 10 10 Portal, and the Birthing of the Vesta Flame Sanctuary. I Am blessed by your Presences, by your love and support. Archangel Michael was the first to come in the morning, which has such a calming effect in myContinueContinue reading “10-10 Portal and the 4 Elements”
Isle of Destiny
In the mist of uncertainty, I am blessed with your entity. Can’t see my toe in the dark, Holding your hand as guiding star. I will to loose control, Let your bring me to the unknown. Listen to the silence trees, Extend their branches through the mist, At the end of the tunnel, To reachContinueContinue reading “Isle of Destiny“
A baby in a bamboo crib
A baby in a bamboo crib, placed outside of a mansion. He cried out loud, for hunger, he knew he was abandoned. The door opened, a beautiful face, gracious face, slim fingers never touch hard work, But playing string Shamisen, pouring sake into cups. Behind her stood a man, strong, powerful, a Samurai. A manContinueContinue reading “A baby in a bamboo crib”
Spontaneous Celibacy
I was told during my one and only Birth Chart reading that my spiritual awakening was really started on 2006, even if it was unconsciously. When this dear Astrologer , one of my mentor in my Esoteric group asked how I considered what had caused or happened this awakening, I was trying to find theContinueContinue reading “Spontaneous Celibacy“
Unsent Letter
The Writers Club Showcase of Week 2nd Sept – 8th Oct Beloved, One more letter into the unsent bundle, accumulated life after life. Words written never sent, whisper to the air. Letters I should have received, only you too never sent them away. Feeling restrains, sentiment is a dangerous affair. Long gone abundance in heart,ContinueContinue reading “Unsent Letter“
Vow and Void
How do we come to this end? We, every single one of us, are caught into this change of Epoch! Doesn’t matter where you at, what you do in life, how perfect or imperfect your lives can be. At one point, it changed, something snapped, no permission asked, our lives change forever. Some feel moreContinueContinue reading “Vow and Void“
A Dragon and A Feather
Somewhere during the week, I was re-reading the 56th Gene Key while doing the Genius Sequence, it said: If you have this Siddhi in your Hologenetic profile, your life is supposed to teach you about this love through the world and its suffering you should never shy away from suffering, for suffering is the toxin thatContinueContinue reading “A Dragon and A Feather“
REINCARNATION
We came as many from out of Space, Knowing we may never remember again! One life we lived peacefully in one Community, One life you were my enemy! One life you were so sad to see me die, One life you killed me in my Pretty White Dress! One life you looked me with suchContinueContinue reading “REINCARNATION“
Red Jade Stone
Today, I have a great pleasure to meet a dear soul, who is bringing a serious of Jade stones in Italy, and arranging with a number of Jewel Craftsman to express their craftsmanship/design according to their spiritual connection with the selected stone. I found this idea totally innovating, and inspirational. During our meeting, I wasContinueContinue reading “Red Jade Stone”
Healing in the New Erthe
Our body is WHOLE, not divided into little compartments. It is a co-existence Living Organism. Our body is SUPER INTELLIGENT, it knows what we need, before we even consciously know it ourselves. Our body can not be separated from it’s Soul. The latest Scientific discovery, recognised the existence of the Soul. Some may call itContinueContinue reading “Healing in the New Erthe“
DOUBLE RAINBOW
2022 09 11 DOUBLE RAINBOW Just when I was down with my Human Heart, feeling alone once again, in this loop of Human Desire/Expectation. Then, the Double Rainbow came into sight. Is this a message for me. I would take it as it is. Some may argue it is only a coincidence, which is notContinueContinue reading “DOUBLE RAINBOW”
PETITION TO THE KARMIC BOARD
PETITION TO THE KARMIC BOARD: VESTA FLAME SANCTUARY Invocation: Beloved Mother/Father Life, you are my Life, My Wisdom, and My Constant support. I know this Vesta Flame Sanctuary is your Plan for the New children on Erthe. I Am Blessed with your Permission to carry out this Plan as your Ambassador, the Guardian, the CreatorContinueContinue reading “PETITION TO THE KARMIC BOARD”
CANCEL AND ERASE
I have a loving mother, Who cancel me one hundred times. Off you go to live with Grannies, CANCEL AND ERASE! We don’t have enough space in this tiny house. Then she complained I didn’t come home more often. As if a 7 years old packed her own suitcase! One day I was kicked outContinueContinue reading “CANCEL AND ERASE”
THE BATTLE CRY
Ancient Dragon of my Heart, Diamond White, Fierce Fire Breathe. Ready to fly by my side. Racing up to the cloud, where my Mother Embrace waiting. Rainbow shinning in the Silent Temple. Holding Justice with steadfastness, Kill the Messenger is my Fate. Where is my Sword, where is my Shield. Did I left them behind?ContinueContinue reading “THE BATTLE CRY“
Mother Mary and Jesus
10-08-2022 Mother (Grandmother) Mary, Location: Grotta di Lourdes di Chiampo You don’t need to know what will happen in the future. You manifest what you want, what you desire for the Greater Good of All. Use this power in you, don’t ever think you are the little one. You are US, US all together. WeContinueContinue reading “Mother Mary and Jesus”
External VS Internal
06-08-2022 Djwhal Khul How much do we understand ourselves? We read books, books about other people experiences, other people’s life. When it come to us, our WE, even then we sought outside sources to tell us who and what we are. What we need to do with our bodies, what is our astrology…… Is itContinueContinue reading “External VS Internal”
Internal Journey
Look into your Eyes, You see Fear, You see Pain, You see Shadow and bad Memories. Look into you Eyes, You see Joy, You see Laughter, You see Beauty, Love and Light. Then you find Peace. Caressing your Hands, Palms on Palms, Heads touching, Souls Connecting. Namaste, thank you Brother DK.
Becoming Lotus by Genevieve Cheung 張英姿 