Returning to the Cosmic Conversation

As I return, my focus remains on what truly matters—sharing insights that resonate deeply and authentically. Social media may not be my primary focus, but it is a bridge, a way to reach those who are meant to find these messages. I will continue to post podcast updates, astrological insights, and poetic transmissions, allowing the work to flow naturally to those who seek it.

Divine Union of Body and Soul Connection, Celibacy – with Lilith, Venus, Juno and MakiMaki in Libra

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uBzGcZBJP4 What is being forced is already lost! Divine Union of Body and Soul Connection – with Lilith, Venus, Juno and MakiMaki in Libra Celibacy in Healing Journey Owning our Wounds and Decisions as Conscious Beings A Conversation with Shannon Rooney of Celibacy, Divine Feminine and much more….

Dreaming of Horse and Baby Giraffe – 55th I Ching/Gene Key Freedom and Inner-Child

https://youtu.be/lQhbwI4AFmM The meaning and symbolism of the Giraffe and Horse, connecting with the 55th I Ching/Gene Key of FREEDOM. Come to take this journey with me in understanding the significant of baby giraffe and horse. How it may give new inspiration in your personal life.

Karmic Relationship

https://youtu.be/F1JEUUpGubY An excerpt from my upcoming book: The Fool’s Journey – The Alchemy of Ancient I Ching wisdom in the land of the Shamans. A journey of Trust and Faith in today’s Multi-Dimensional Consciousness. Yuan-fen 44th 姤缘 Throughout Asian culture we share one very similar word. In Chinese, we call it Yuan-Fen缘分. In Korean, itContinueContinue reading “Karmic Relationship”

In Stillness

https://youtu.be/vcHriGFq7PA I wrote this few days ago watching the sunset by the ocean. An anticipation of dropping into our heart space. I pray you can be an observer, to be within the Stillness inside you. What is going on in the outer world, is outside of you. Don’t let fear slips inside your heart, yourContinueContinue reading “In Stillness”

Before You Make Love, Meditate, Part 2

– Osho Teaching – The Flower of Tantra https://youtu.be/56OBsMbNrQ0 This is the 2nd part of 2 series : Before You Make Love, Meditate. I read a very interesting passage of Osho, from his book: Beloved of My Heart, Ch 17.In this first part, I would like to connect the Isis Mother of how she representsContinueContinue reading “Before You Make Love, Meditate, Part 2”

Grace

Grace!A simple, meaningful word.To live in Grace from within,An insider job,An internal reflection,A stage of BeingA call of love! To trust life,To appreciate little thingsTo smile with gusto.Birds singing music,Flowers blooming colors,Trees reaching sky,Dolphins and Whales swimming with legends,Our stories yet to be unfold….. I ask little in life,Serenity,Gratefulness,Love,I trust,I trust life as life itself,ToContinueContinue reading “Grace”

Before You Make Love, Meditate, Part 1

– Isis, Essene, Tantric Love https://youtu.be/bN6Fx_GayFU This is the first part of 2 series : Before You Make Love, Meditate. I read a very interesting passage of Osho, from his book: Beloved of My Heart, Ch 17.In this first part, I would like to connect the Isis Mother of how she represents the Love inContinueContinue reading “Before You Make Love, Meditate, Part 1”

Breaking Through – Sexual and Love Bondage

https://youtu.be/_yMHP525TLI Beloved Souls, Today I am going to talk about the blockage that we have in regarding SEXUALITY and LOVE. Through our many past and present lives, we may have gone through some tragic events that has great influence on us. On how we deal with love and sexuality, even unconsciously. Mother Vesta, Mother ofContinueContinue reading “Breaking Through – Sexual and Love Bondage”

Letting Go of Control

Uranus/Jupiter Conjunction, Almost Death Experience, Love Life as Life Itself. https://youtu.be/5zQ_6-AfFVo Hello Beloved Souls, Have been a long time since my last Astrology video. Today I would like to talk about LETTING GO OF CONTROL, by looking at the Uranus Jupiter Conjunction happened on the 21st April in Taurus. It is a conjunction has soContinueContinue reading “Letting Go of Control”

Why SELF LOVE is so hard?- Aries/Libra Nodes Axis

https://youtu.be/iQDAZDVPch0 Hello Beloved Souls,This video, I am walking us through the importance of the Nodes Axis in Aries/Libra since last 17th July 2023, and it will stay until 11th January 2025. During this 18 months, we are being asked and guided to find our Self Identity, and in relation to the others. Before the NodesContinueContinue reading “Why SELF LOVE is so hard?- Aries/Libra Nodes Axis”

What makes a Woman SPIRITUAL?

https://youtu.be/bOtQb_DyBhw Lifting the suppressed Feminine Voice, The Opening of the MOUTH! Beloved Souls, Today I invite you to join me to look into the Spiritual Realm, of what makes a woman spiritual. To be precise, are we still playing the game of POLARITY, which brough us into today’s Matrix. Where man against women, division betweenContinueContinue reading “What makes a Woman SPIRITUAL?”

Regeneration

It was yesterday morning before I fall ill. I come to this spot again and again. The first time was when I just arrived in Vancouver, so full of entusiasm, marveling at every delight of the nature. And none the lest, my first and only close encounter with a black bear. Sometimes I still ponderContinueContinue reading “Regeneration”

Heart Discovery Journey

sharing Astrology through personal experiences and more https://youtu.be/dIrjKYeP0eI Dear friends, Today I am presenting to you a new format of how I would like to share my astrology podcasts from here onward. I believe now is the moment for us to express through the Heart Chakras, not just from the intellectual knowledge base. I wouldContinueContinue reading “Heart Discovery Journey”

Logo Symbolism

At 5:55am this morning, most auspicious to present my new Logo.It had been 4 years that I started the website http://www.becominglotus.org. It was originally designed for my first book/Petition to the Divine regarding a Future Vision that came into my field of influence. With this Vision, my life changes in the most dramatic way. ItContinueContinue reading “Logo Symbolism”

The Unknown

Can a person ever go back into the ‘SLEEPING’ stage of consciousness after ‘AWAKENED’? The Unknown is frightening, to hold your own Sovereignty is even more frightening then the Unknown. In this Spiritual journey, we all have heard how the tests will keep on coming. Maybe the same type of situations, person, or circumstances willContinueContinue reading “The Unknown”

Sunset

I come to appreciate Sunset in a way hard to express… This short moment when the Sun giving out his last glory to receive the Beauty Queen Moon. A moment of coexistence. Just Here and Now that matter. Being still to absorb fully the calmness of the moment, doubt fades away, fear releases, shadow subsidesContinueContinue reading “Sunset”

Life Is!

Life is a balance of inner and outer, light and dark, stillness and motion, all grounded in the eternal and unshakable Presence.It reflects a profound perspective on life, highlighting the concept of balance and the interconnectedness of various aspects of existence.Life often involves a balance between our inner thoughts, emotions, and experiences (the “inner” aspect)ContinueContinue reading “Life Is!”

PAST!

Your past experiences, both positive and negative, shape who you are today. They contribute to your unique story, providing lessons, insights, and wisdom that can be incredibly valuable. Embracing your past allows you to understand yourself better, learn from mistakes, celebrate achievements, and grow as an individual. Just like a book, your life comprises variousContinueContinue reading “PAST!”

Indian Tribe

In this journey, I don’t choose places, places choose me. Here in this tiny spot of Ledyard, above the lake, I was called. Maybe I should go back to the Serpent Mound in Kentucky, where my dear friend Laura and I both saw an Elder on the Buriel ground. I felt the love and kindnessContinueContinue reading “Indian Tribe”

Inner and Outer Life

Contemplation: Life is a balance of inner and outer, light and dark, stillness and motion, all grounded in the eternal and unshakable Presence. It reflects a profound perspective on life, highlighting the concept of balance and the interconnectedness of various aspects of existence. Life often involves a balance between our inner thoughts, emotions, and experiencesContinueContinue reading “Inner and Outer Life”

Boundary – Week 10th July

If there’s one good thing that I learned, it’s that building a wall around you lets you meet the best people. Because if someone genuinely wants to know you, walls won’t matter. Not even the tallest and the strongest ones. If a person likes to know you and wants a spot in your life, allContinueContinue reading “Boundary – Week 10th July”

The Map of Love

I heard the wind whispering, sweet Mother sounds so smoothing, Let me hold you within my arms, little desert flower! Dreaming I was forever running, being chased by invisible Being! Locked myself inside a house, no one should dare to open this flood gate! Till I heard the whispering sound again… Someone is calling outContinueContinue reading “The Map of Love”

What’s more can be taken away!

Down on my knees, seeing everything being stripped away! Like an onion peeled down to its core, So transparent, vanish without a  trace. Back to the tiny cell where I came from, So ultimately along, so weightless, I hold myself tight, to keep away darkness inside. Dancing in the Void until the next moment comes.ContinueContinue reading “What’s more can be taken away!”

The Key

From Mother and Father, We gave you the key , You sought not sacred wisdom, But to open your heart! Tonight you are overwhelmed with emotion, The beauty of being HUMAN! Handle yourself with great gentleness. Sleep now, rest with the protection and care of your Dragon, Settling  deep into the Violet Flame Crystal Chair.ContinueContinue reading “The Key”

Everyday Hero 14′

This Week’s 12-18 Nov Submission Showcase on The Writers Club Gene Key 14 Compromise – Competence – Bounteousness “Life is filled with outer compromises. To live without outer compromises would involve a huge selfishness. The inside is where the gold lies hidden, to learn how to overcome our selfish tendencies to compromise our higher self,ContinueContinue reading “Everyday Hero 14′”

Into the Future

Written for WDYS prompt 7 Nov 2022 Thank you Daddy be my Guardian, Guardian of my growing space, Space to try thousand colour, Colour my body with experience, Experience may make me laugh and cry, Cry on your shoulder until you hear me giggle, Giggle my way into the future, Thank you Daddy always byContinueContinue reading “Into the Future”

“Brain” People – Will vs Love

I have a friend since the day in Australia. He was the person who walked me down the aisle , gave my hand to my now ex-husband. A person so intelligent and intriguing, I could listen to him for hours. Mostly because I loved him so profoundly. With time, he disappeared into his own thoughts,ContinueContinue reading ““Brain” People – Will vs Love

10-10 Portal and the 4 Elements

This post is dedicated to those of you who have joined me today on the 10 10 Portal, and the Birthing of the Vesta Flame Sanctuary. I Am blessed by your Presences, by your love and support. Archangel Michael was the first to come in the morning, which has such a calming effect in myContinueContinue reading “10-10 Portal and the 4 Elements”

Isle of Destiny

In the mist of uncertainty, I am blessed with your entity. Can’t see my toe in the dark, Holding your hand as guiding star. I will to loose control, Let your bring me to the unknown. Listen to the silence trees, Extend their branches through the mist, At the end of the tunnel, To reachContinueContinue reading Isle of Destiny

A baby in a bamboo crib

A baby in a bamboo crib, placed outside of a mansion. He cried out loud, for hunger, he knew he was abandoned. The door opened, a beautiful face, gracious face, slim fingers never touch hard work, But playing string Shamisen, pouring sake into cups. Behind her stood a man, strong, powerful, a Samurai. A manContinueContinue reading “A baby in a bamboo crib”