Regeneration

It was yesterday morning before I fall ill.

I come to this spot again and again. The first time was when I just arrived in Vancouver, so full of entusiasm, marveling at every delight of the nature.

And none the lest, my first and only close encounter with a black bear. Sometimes I still ponder what if I was crazy enough to touch him!!!

Was so anticipating to my long journey to the America. Even though still didn’t have a clue how it would play out. My future car wasn’t in sight yet, house sitting wasn’t a solution, an option within my knowledge.

Whatever happened in between then and now, many of you have been so kindly keeping me company, thank you 💜💜💜.

And yesterday I had this huge urge to go to the same spot again. So much purging, cleansing to do in this world and beyond.

I don’t get sick, hard to believe but it is this way. But whenever I am going through a point of regeneration, endings and beginnings. I fall ill, trembling inside out…

In the past it would take me longer to recover. Twice I went to emergency room. There was no way I could get out by myself, with genetic medicine…

Today I am more equipped, maybe wiser, better in letting go. Above all have the Faith in the Divine thatmy consciousness wasn’t able to comprehend.

Now knowing everything that happens, happens for me. As painful as it may seem. Is still for me, not to me.

Again and again I was shown how I was Loved, Guided and Protected.
Miracles happened that I haven’t put into words yet…

Another time, another space.

From my heart to yours 💜💜💜

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