After Thoughts
How strange it is to put After Thoughts at the beginning of a new Page, yet may be it is the best way to ensure we have a better understanding of how the process of ‘Remembrance’ unfold.
The opening of the Mouth!
Be brave and let the Truth out!
It is being asked of me.
‘I Am’ That ‘I Am’
It has not been easy to come into this decision: to state clearly of what I have come to understand of my role in some 2000 years ago. Just to start with, I was not any one of the 3 Marys, if you have read the Book of Claire Heartsong: Anna, the Voice of the Magdalenes (A Sequel to Anna, Grandmother of Jesus), you would know perfectly well of what I am referring.
To be honest, at the beginning when I have a glimpse of possible connection or being one of the Marys was both thrilling and frightening at the same time. The ego mind was always there poking and pushing, then the fear came, no no no, I really don’t want to have anything to do with it!
Do I have a choice to know or not to know? I don’t know the answer, I can only tell the truth: all of my past lives, they choose to came to me. More appropriately to state that, they came according to my State of Consciousness, that is, how much I am ready to accept certain facts in the Path of Awakening. Nothing ever shown to me when I was not ‘Ready’. Therefore, it is not a matter of Choice, but a matter of Readiness for the next shift of Consciousness.
Below you will see the unfolding of this process. And after serious thoughts and my correspondence with Peter, I have come to term that by stating exactly of who I was, is part of the process to defeat that ‘Fear’ that has been condemning us eons of lifetimes.
During a very normal daily morning meditation on earlier January 2022, both Yeshua and Mary of Bethany came together into my vision, very naturally, I called them Father and Mother! And the vision of Lizbett, the daughter of Yeshua and Mary of Bethany became so clear at the same moment! That how I understood, I was her, the one born in France, and spent her life in what we call the United Kingdom now.
There must be a purpose when they make themselves known to be my parents!
The opening of the Mouth!
Be brave and let the Truth out!
It is being asked of me.
It’s also true that we have had many past lives, yet, THAT lifetime condemn us all to a infinity of suffering. We face ONE, we face them all.
“Today this Essene Soul urge to reunite is a huge pull upon Their Divine Hearts and yet even though Their Memories are now resurfacing once again, They remain within the transmuting stages of human discord and imbalance and continue to clear and heal many physical, emotional and mental traumas along the way. Subconsciously, these Dear Souls, due to their failed attempt to Ascend as a Group, and who had to reincarnate time and time again over the last 2000 years, the mental and emotional scars of that failure are still holding most of them back from making the next major decision within their lives. This will begin to clear now, thus making way for the final rehearsals before Reigniting the Inception Codes of the Light; this time with Absolute Permanent and Eternal Success.
(Sanat Kumara – 09 Narayana and Divine Grace)
I have cancelled many passages from the book so people would not know who I was, yet the part of ‘Remembrance’ is so important in the process of awakening and accepting of Who I Am!
I am almost completely healed from my skin allergy (Past Fear), the lower bodies, and this step could be one final straw to defeat OLD Fear and Karma! So here we are, without censoring anything, I Am that I Am.
Archangel Gabriel’s Invocation
I bring you glad tidings from the realms of Light. I am the one you know as Gabriel. I come from on High as an over-lighting presence to assist you in the delivery of this work unto the Earth plane. I come forth into this space to assist the minds and hearts of many beings so that these words and awakening energies may be received in a manner that truly uplifts and empowers. I also bring greetings, as is appropriate from time to time, from the Archangelic Councils of Light and all other hosts, who bring support to the continued unfolding of this work. I walk with you, in this your day, as I have walked with you in seasons past.
May all beings remember the way of love and Oneness.
I am Gabriel. I bid you fond farewell.
This invocation is from the book: Anna, the Voice of the Magdalenes. The two books by Claire Heartsong are somewhat game changing for me to understand who I was, and what ‘I Am’ here to do.
I have seen a few past lives, but I don’t get to choose which live to see, which period, or for what reason why I am seeing one live instead of the others. If you ask me consciously going into the Akashic Records and to see what is written in my ‘BOOK’, I am not able to do it. I know more or less the procedures, so to speak, how to go into the Akasha! But I never found anything in this way.
The past came to me, now looking back, I would say it is a way for the ‘Other Side’ to guide me through this journey. When I am ready for certain Truth, I will be shown accordingly, nothing more, nothing less. I will not bore you with these visions, but one, only one that has special meaning. And this bring us the the invocation of The Opening of the Mouth.
‘In Oneness with our Christ–Magdalene sisters and brothers and with the Councils of Light under the auspices of the Divine Mother–Father, we wish to initiate what the Egyptian alchemists call: The Opening of the Mouth.
‘It is time for what has been silenced to be heard.
It is enough!
It is enough!!
IT IS ENOUGH!!!’
{Spoken with great emphasis and passion.}
Myriam of Tyana
Without wanting to, I was being lead to be in touch with persons that brought me closer to the discovery of this particular life. I think the best way for me to explain what is in my mind, I would simply show you the correspondents between me and the other persons. I have deleted their names, as it is not my place to bring them attention.
First email by me at the end of Oct 2021.
I am writing to you to ask your permission in sharing what you have told me in private. I will explained in details as it is not so straight forward.
Since the 88 Lions Gate meditations something has shifted in me. There was this vision of a girl walking alone in front of the Pyramids, under the blood red sky or moon, the Pyramids were red, so as everything else. Even this girl dress was red (or the cloth draped around her, it feels Indian or African). The same scene stay with me ever since.
My beloved friend,
We await you at the Garden’s Gate.
Arm in arm,
we leave all fear behind
and pass through the mists of time
to Avalon’s farther luminous shore.
May the shroud of silence be lifted!
The voice of the Magdalenes rises from the dust –
Listen, beloveds. Listen!
Be! Hear the Voice in the Silence!
In the meantime, I have one transmission with Mother Mary and here is an excerpt:
Yes, Love, it is me, be at Peace.
You ask who you were, yet you don’t really wan to to know who you were at this period when you were with us. I want to tell you, you were so dearly loved, and you has been a great presence for us. We have gone through so much together. My time with you was precious, my dear love. The day when you are Truly ready to know your role, yes, I am more then happy to let you know. Now you are still in the process of fortifying your Self and Higher Self connection. Beloved, be at peace and go with the Grace of God.
Now regarding who you are, are you not learning your ‘I Am’, Beloved st. Germain is right there beside you and so as Brother Djwhal Khul. Your room is packed with our presences. And sometimes you can feel the caress by one of you, do you not? You are who you want to be, set no limit, Be the Daughter of God!
more details here…
Then reading Part 10 of One World Nation Discourse, here is an excerpt:
The Essenes are well renowned for their Work within these ways of Collaboration within the Realms of Higher Consciousness.
What I believe The Maha Chohan is Proposing here, is that through these New Radiation Centres a New ‘Impetus of Light’ will be generated by a few dedicated Disciples, perhaps even the Returned Essenes Themselves, Who have once again incarnated upon the Earth, to complete what they began 2000 years ago alongside Our Beloved Yeshua Ben Joseph. This amplification of the Light from within such Radiating Centres would then stimulate and motivate others around the world to make the necessary choices to align themselves to this more direct and Intensified Duty of Exemplifying the Father’s Business through the Christ Consciousness within each Ascending Human Being.
In the times of the Essenes upon Earth, this is how that ‘Impetus of Light’ all began back then; The Founder of the Essene Movement, Beloved Anna, Mother of Mary and Grandmother of Yeshua and James, was an Immortal Soul who Knew the Sacred Laws and the Secrets of accessing the ‘Divine Light’. Over two generations She ‘Light Incepted’ 72 males and 72 females, totalling 144, including Mary, Yeshua, and James, who were also known as ‘The Children of Light’. These numbers grew over time and today upon Earth We are expecting far more than 144,000 of These ‘Light Incepted’ Beings to once again come together to reignite the ‘Impetus of Light’ that will spread like wildfire all over the planet. The shortcoming We have right now, is that these Dear Souls, even though they Know Who They Are, have not yet reignited those ‘Light Inception Codes’ within them. We are now hoping that the New Radiation Centres will provide the meeting places for such Souls to come together and Ignite
these Codes, while in close proximity of each other. They will indeed recognize Their Brothers and Sisters of the Light when they meet. (Sanat Kumara, Part 10 One World Nation)
Just before Christmas, while still searching presents, I went into one of the few English Bookshops in the city.
By chance I picked up a tourist guide book of Florence (who would ever read a guide book of the city that has been living for almost 30 years?).
By chance I opened the page where it explained Saint Anna is one of the Patron Saint of Florence. Apparently it is a fact that not many Florentine people know about it. For us our Patron is Saint Giovanni – Saint John the Baptist.
How many coincidence are there!
This painting/fresco of Saint Anne in the Church of Orasamichele in one of its kind. She is shown holding the city of Florence in her arms. Most saints are depicted at the moment of martyrdom or being venerated, but it is much rarer to see one clasping an entire city to her breast.
Is it a coincidence that I have choose a name with French origin?
Is it a coincidence that I came to Florence? If looking at this fresco, I do have the feeling Grandma Anna is sending me protection through time and space.
Regarding the city of Florence, interestingly, the Lily is the Flower of Florence, which is also St. Germain’s Flower, and the last time I went to visit the Property again, I found this on the Fire Place, which Peter believes it is Maltese Cross (more details here…..).
Today, 5th January 2022, just one day after I have set up the new website, Becoming Lotus, I saw who I was, who I called Mother and Father. I am not one of the three Mary’s, be at peace.
I was told that I will know who I was when I will be ready. I don’t know much about that, how ready I Am! I do feel time is rushing forward and time to make the JUMP.
‘I Am’ exactly where I want to be, and I steadfast with the consideration that WHO WE ARE now is the most important lives that we can ever lived. We are being given this opportunity to MAKE HISTORY. To be part of the CHANGING OF GUARD of our Planet Erthe ascend together with our Mother Gaia. Such a Joy, such a privilege, and above all such a responsibility.
It is my honor to be here with you all, to bring this change together.
Amen.
I leave you with this beautiful Invocation my Beloved Grandmother Anna, from the book: Anna, the Grandmother of Jesus and Aspirations by Claire Heartsong. May these be our lighthouse shining deep inside our hearts.
The Essenes are well renowned for their Work within these ways of Collaboration within the Realms of Higher Consciousness.
What I believe The Maha Chohan is Proposing here, is that through these New Radiation Centres a New ‘Impetus of Light’ will be generated by a few dedicated Disciples, perhaps even the Returned Essenes Themselves, Who have once again incarnated upon the Earth, to complete what they began 2000 years ago alongside Our Beloved Yeshua Ben Joseph. This amplification of the Light from within such Radiating Centres would then stimulate and motivate others around the world to make the necessary choices to align themselves to this more direct and Intensified Duty of Exemplifying the Father’s Business through the Christ Consciousness within each Ascending Human Being.
(Sanat Kumara, Part 10 One World Nation)
The season’s last gift of roses beckon you and me
To stand beneath our nuptial bower canopy.
Golden sunset’s brilliant star, our familial witness,
Cupped within a silver chalice, our beloved Venus.
Those roses that once were buds
May the shroud covering and silencing the Christ and Magdalene Be gently, but surely, removed in the ripeness of time
– From both Husband and Bride –
– Historical, mythical and essential Being –
May all who have safeguarded the
Christ–Magdalene legacy find sweet rest;
The Heart, is the Centre of Being and that place from which all feeling arises. Yet, not all feelings of emotions are Pure Love. Space and time contains all things and yet where things may seem as nothing to one’s gross-emotional reality. What one feels in the solar plexus or human heart, are simply unrefined emotions from the past, that are still creating one’s present and thus the future. Feeling of sadness, discomfort, anger, not being heard, fear, life’s inharmony or imbalances, annoyance, outer world pressures, loneliness, unworthiness, melancholy and many other emotional states of feelings that are simply illusions when it comes to the Truth of the Heart. Until one Self-Realizes this and begins to contemplate with Greater Awareness and Divine Understanding and truly dives more deeply within themselves to hone, distil and purify their own thoughts,words and feelings, they will be unable to move beyond the old human consciousness and will continue to interpret their own reality in the same old way. One must refine their own perceptions of themselves, along with their own body, so that the physical body, mind and emotional states can be Transformed from illusionary states of the outer being, into the Truth of Their Own Spiritual Essence.
(Jesus Christ, Part 12 One World Nation Flag)
Before going into the next topic of THE LIGHT PRORAMS, which process is tightly intertwined with the process of Healing. Apart from prayers and meditations, some other healing methods are needed to bring me out from this situation. I chose Prana Healing, which is very much similar to Reiki, we are dealing the the ‘ENERGY’ from the Universe, we healers are simply the conduit to bring forth what Mother/Father God has given us.
During the second session, 3rd Feb, Mother Mary of Bethany was there by my side, stroking my eyebrows and caressing my face. I finally felt the immense love that she has for me. What more, I was seeing ‘ME’ walking up the Hill in solitude, after the death of Grandmother Anna. Her death had left such a great Void inside my heart. The acknowledgement of Grief and Sadness, as not being always ‘Strong’ as the world asked of me, is part of the process to make amendment with the Past, to let go once and for all. So now I can walk again freely, as myself, from Zero, be Who I Am in this life.
Since that day, I have a very neat sensation that the worst is over, the healing is taking place. 2 days later, I have the transmission with Lord Melchizedek (2nd activation of the Light Programme ). Ever since, feeling very much the Lightness of Being, the scars are gone, rashes are gone, itchyness is gone, ‘I AM’ FREE!
Amen
Becoming Lotus 